Saturday, March 26, 2011

Frustrated.

Today, I'm frustrated.

I'm frustrated that I don't make enough money to do the things I want, and that I don't get paid for my degree.

I'm frustrated that I can't be in Georgia with my best friends.

I'm frustrated that I can't be in StP for my sister in law on her shot night.

I'm frustrated that I can't find my Costco card.

I'm frustrated that there's mold growing on our bedroom wall, who knows from what. (We just found it - calling maintenance on Monday!)

I'm frustrated that no matter how much I clean, our apartment still feels dirty.

I'm frustrated because I feel like I really don't have any friends anymore. And it kills me so. freaking. much.

I'm just frustrated with life.

Ugh.

3 comments:

Ryanne said...

Aw, I'm sorry hun. I've been feeling the same way. :-( Hang in there, things will start looking up. **hugs**

lenielsen said...

For what it's worth, I totally feel you on the friends thing. When I'm not at work down here, I spend a majority of my time alone, and I wish more than anything that I was back in Missouri and less than a 5 hour drive from you guys.

I'm dubbing this part of our lives as an interim — one in between our real adult lives and college lives — and I can't wait for it to be over.

I miss you!

Jessica said...

Oh, Amanda. I totally heart usa on the money thing. I feel like we never have any money to just go OUT, you know? There's light at the end of the tunnel, though. (even though it's waaaaaaaay down there.) Use this time to grow closer to your husband, and to God. J and I have learned so much about trusting God these last two years. He WILL bring you through -- in HIS time. It all makes sense in the end. I love my "aha" moments: oh, THAT'S why that happened, you know?